So I joined a site that's not really a dating site but isn't a hook up site either. It was to meet like minded people and maybe make some friends or find something more permanent. Lets just say it was mind blowing. The things I got in the messaging left a TON to be desired. I mean at least it wasn't dick pics, but ewwwwww! I did find a few people that I have spoken two and have met one. He and I have a lot in common and I could see it becoming something, but after what happened I am not really ready to put myself out there completely. I just don't know what to do.
I really want to be able to share my feelings, but I am so afraid of getting hurt that I feel like I may end up alone. I mean at least I am good on my own, I know I don't need anyone to make me happy - that's my job. It isn't even about sex, I just miss the companionship - having someone to talk to after a crappy day or just someone to watch a movie with.
The hardest part about the breakup is that I miss my friend.
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